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Hi Juliet,

I'm actually drunk right now, I am not in the mood for writing right now. But I still keep into my promise of writing everyday.

I love you Juliet. I can't help it, but be drunk just because of you and also because of the unfortunate event a while ago. I'll tell the whole story tomorrow...

Goodnight

Love,
Romeo

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Dear Juliet,

Its raining hard again here in the Philippines, its really weird - its summer but its raining really hard. How are you there in US? I just hope you're okay there. By the way, have you read my emails? I have no idea whether you still notice my existence or not.. You never reply...and I have no idea where are you or who are you now... Are still alive?

By the way Juliet, I want you to know that I followed your advice. I now starting to appreciate my family. I find my little sister cute now, and appreciated my mom's love for me now. I also accepted my father's decision to be separated from us. Life is really beautiful now for me. But it will become so much beautiful, if you're going back to my arms again. Oh! and I remember our theme song: "If ever you're in my arms again" hahaha... that's our theme song when we used to break up and then go back into relationship again. I find it corny and stupid before, but I'm beginning to appreciate it now. Promise :)

Juliet, I just want you to know that I really love you and I miss you... all through out the day, I'm thinking of you. You're even in my dreams!

Love,
Your Romeo

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Dear Juliet,

How are you? I hope you're okay. As I promised, I'm going to write here everyday - or probably thrice a week.

I just want you know that its raining hard here in the Philippines, this adds up sadness in my mood... I never gonna be fine without you.

Tonight, I remember those cold nights that we are with each other, those times that we use to stay the whole night in a cafe studying, talking, and laughing... We never got bored with each other. We start up studying hard, you used to tutor me then, and then we end up laughing and talking about everything under the sun. Remember our plans? We really never assumed that we're going to end up like this.

I also remember those nights that we use to have some quarrels. Those nights that we call up each other on a phone but never utter a word. It may sound funny, that we call but don't talk. Non sense right? There are really weird things on our relationship.

Remember the days when we just don't want to talk the whole day? It was as if we don't want to be with each other, but still choose to be with each other. We are so emotional. And its all because of me. Yeah, you can blame me for all of that stupidity.

But, despite of all that emotional matters in our relationship, now that your gone, I realize how important you are in my life. You're the only one who notices my little talents, little achievements, you're the only one who knows me and cherish me. You appreciated the whole me. I miss you Juliet I miss you.

I'm sorry for all the things, those wrong things and wrong decisions I made. I'm so sorry. I hope that someday you'll forgive me and accept me again.

I love you Juliet,

your Romeo

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Dear Juliet,

                Its been three months since our last talk. I heard that you and your family had migrated in the U.S… no one knows what your exact address was. I tried to reach you via facebook, but it seems that you’ve blocked me from your friends’ list. I know that I hurt you, disappoint you, fool you…whatever. I know I’ve been such an idiot wasting my time on my beer and cigarette. I never noticed your importance before. But that was all before. I’m trying to change my attitude. I love you Juliet, I really do.

                Sorry for being such an irresponsible boyfriend. I promise I’ll change. I’m trying to quit my smoking habits… I smoke five times before, and now I’m trying to make it twice only…sooner or later I’ll eliminate it. I’m also planning to go back to school this incoming semester. I’m planning to continue my course on our University… I’m dedicated to finish it know. You said it’s never too late to change, and so I believe I can change.  

Since I don’t know what your new number is, and can’t even reach you on facebook, I decided to put up a blog dedicated for you. It’s for you to know that I really love you.  I promise to write to you at least thrice a week, or perhaps everyday. But I don’t wanna promise “everyday” since you already know that I’m not really that good in making promises. I love you and that’s all that matters. I miss you Juliet.

So that’s all I want to say to you today, I hope that someday this gonna make sense.

P.S.

                I love you Juliet, very much. I now realize that I really can’t live without you. Please reply to my emails, facebook messages, text messages… Hope to see you back on the Philippines. I hope you’re ok there, I miss you.

Love,

Your Romeo